BARREL OF MONKEYS: "GENESIS" in Reverse


I consider myself a Democrat. Been called a Socialist. Definitely a bleeding heart liberal.


As a child from a traditional southern family, playing Barrel of Monkeys on the floor, church every Sunday, doing well in public school, learning a trade; in every sense privileged .........


Comfortable in middle age, an avid news reader, on learning the tragic story of a full grown chimpanzee destroying the face of a woman who offered a toy, only trying to help it's owner coax her surrogate child back into his cage......


Today being confrontational, ribald, offensive, restless, rebellious.......


How did I get here from there?


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Monday, December 20, 2010

JEWISH TEMPLE / ANTICHRIST ?


Don't know the answer but here goes.
Was going to write a Dear Santa letter, not anything for me but for my mom.  She can't help it she's 80 years old.
Psychiatric have always place the blame on Mothers.
Only natural,
the older they get
the sooner we crack their mirror.


But then occured to me,  "Hey! Wouldn't the person putting Santa in my head to begin with, probably the same person claiming I 'refused' to breastfeed, as if something wrong with me?"
Believed you once! Believed you twice! Trust me, a baby refusing his mothers milk?
YOU LIE!
So desperate, don't know who else to turn to for help.
I'm not a dead man! I should know.  
It's driving me crazy. 

Never occurred to me possible a 80 year old mother of a gay man could be so dense, that his ex-Wonder Woman Standing By Her Man; Hello Betty difficult when E.T. phones home, Hell Betty even worse having trouble accepting "Jesus Fucking Christ", is the same as Jesus, her dope on a rope. Just Jesus the Messiah and me the AntiChrist in a 69 position.  "FUCKED." 

BLIND/DEAF MUTE/ The truth at 23, the day my only best friend died;
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